Time

I do not have time:

to cook
to clean
to shower most days
to eat a full hot meal
to drink a cup of coffee that hasn't been reheated 4 times
to catch up on emails
to return phone calls
to sleep

I do have time

for baby snuggles
for tiny hands wrapped around my fingers
to rock and soothe my crying baby
to hold her just a little longer before laying her down to sleep
for laughing at her funny facial expressions
to watch her sleep
to watch her grow and change everyday